Fill You In Soon

Some may have seen a rather distressed tweet from me recently. I am not going to lie there is something going on. But I don’t know how to put into words something I do not fully understand yet. I am going to talk with someone in the next week hopefully, and I have been shown more support than I could have expected. Thank you to everyone that has reached out and spoken to a very confused me on the phone over the past couple of hours. Thank you for the hugs, words of wisdom, and listening ears I am truly blessed and I know that.

This is not meant to be alarming. I am not falling to an eating disorder again, this honestly has less to do with that and more to do with some lingering anxiety and other normal 20 something year old life problems. I am still living and enjoying many pieces of my life. There are new things occurring even as we speak (Read: classes are starting, I just met with my professor- I am going to start researching at VT! and I am discovering new things I love every day). But I still need to tackle a few things. I am looking forward to having the time to sit down and write my thoughts. I know it will help me to process and I also hope it will bring insight into reader’s lives if they need it.

 

 

Just be patient with me. I tend to make myself busy really fast in the school year and end up barely having time to read blogs, much less write one of my own. But I am going to make time. Because over break this has been such an amazing release and way to express my thoughts. Plus I know I am going to learn so much this Spring that I have to share with the world!

I’ll be back sooner rather than later (read hopefully this week!). But first I need to get into the swing of things again!

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18 thoughts on “Fill You In Soon

    • Thank you! I am feeling better and doing what I need to learn what brought on what was an emotional breakdown effecting a lot of pieces of my life that I didn’t realize. I cannot thank you enough for this support and love. I love getting text messages from you 😉

    • I won’t be gone for long periods writing has really helped me to put my thoughts and feelings out there and I learn so much from others as well as my own words. I never imagined that this is was what my blog would be. An outlet and a place for me to be me

    • First day complete! And I am feeling much more myself. But I know I need to face what happened head on because I want to learn from my experiences and grow with every struggle. What is the point of struggling and coming back if we just let it happen to us again? Not this time!

    • Thanks Kate! Life is so much more important. And I have my days where I don’t touch this blog but I love writing my thoughts. I had to get this piece out in the open because my posts coming up might be a little emotional and heavy but it is because my mind is sorting through some things right now and that is how I get it all out and process

  1. I am always a door away – you know that, you just need to remember it 🙂 I don’t care if it is 1 am before a huge metabolic exam – JUST SPEAK UP ❤

  2. I don’t spend nearly enough time on Twitter so I never caught your Tweet, but I hope everything is alright, Shannon ❤ Take all the time that you need to sort things out and just pop in whenever you can. The blog world will always be here 🙂

    • Thank you Amanda. I am sorting through things and feeling a lot more positive than when I wrote this post. I have taken the steps necessary to help me work through this little bump and to develop coping skills for future struggles. I am happy I had this outlet to release some of my worries and sadness. Because releasing them has allowed me to smile again today

    • I am definitely not gone. The world never ceases to amaze me and right when I needed it I was able to reach out to many people who have helped me sort through some of my thoughts and emotions and help me to take the steps necessary to stay healthy. I am not saying I am completely better but I am smiling again and there have been so many good moments today to keep me on the positive end of things!

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